Thursday, July 07, 2005
Moshimoshi
New skin. New beginning. I had officialy broken up with my clique. I
xplained....Adeline kinda got mad n Chien Nie too but its my life, its my choice.
Nicolette is going back in i guess. so 1 in 1 out. Dats good. I'm still friends with them
but maybe they don't understand that fact. Jun can u quickly get well??? New
beginning is dat I joined a new clique...e Shaman pple.
Jun...do u noe abt it? If u dun want me dats fine though. Pls tell me e truth cos' i dun
wanna make another big mistake.
The Plants That I Planted (written by me)
I thought this was what I wanted
But i wanted what was not mine
This was the friendship I planted
The type which was not my kind
I thought it would bloom
I thought it would flower
But it did not turn out like my thoughts
Now we're all sad
Find a new beginning
A new hope
One that does not include me
It'll be better
We'll all cope
The flood came
and tore us apart
Maybe its part of God's plan
But now its all gone
Just some empty land
The plants that I planted.
I guess this is e most complicated yr of P6 life, breakups, new friendships, more
work. It has been rather tiring. I hope this is it. I realised that all the things that i
wanted were wrong. I got all e things i wanted but i wanted all e wrong things.First it
was Divya...now it's Chien Nie. But Divya understood n still stood by me like a friend.
I hope Chien Nie will do the same.
I wanted to be like in Chien Nie's clique last yr n i got it this yr but now i realised wat
a dumb thing i wanted. I shouldn't have even messed with them in the first place.
Regrets.
*sigh.
Life is so complicated! Now i noe wat its like. It used to b so easy....wonder what'll
happen tomorrow. Will Nicolette be back? Will they still b mad? :( I'm so tired now.
Yoh didn't hav such problems. Baked some cookies 4 Horohoro but they did not turn
out that nice, wonder if she'll like it.
I mean, its oatmeal n raisins! I added choc. chip though. Happy birthday Horohoro!
Thats about it.
Cya.